Sunday, January 31, 2010

# 1

Create a new blog today ..

This blog activated on 31 of january 2010 .
Named : Pleasetreasureme.blogspot.com

I named this blog *+ Please Treasure Me +*
Cause I want everyone around me treasure me .
I appreciate every single thing that my dearest did for me .

It's 540p.m right now ..
Due to my stubborness , I don't want to follow my family outtings..
They went to Jusco or maybe Sogo to shops cny stuff ..
I'm alone ... in a dark room ... Started to thinking what actually I want ..
Am I forcing a guy to love me back ? Am I suppose to do that ?
I confusing .. I mad of myself ... mad for nothing ..
Why when I could give up , he find me ...
Why when I cant give up ? He dump me ?
Maybe cause my behaviors ? When I was down ...
How whether I hate a thing ? I will just do it to release my tension ...
Don't know since when .. The thing u hate , I hate too ..
But I still do it .. I wanted someone to care and worry me ..
At last , always the wrong person come in front of me and care me ..
Why am I so calculative ? I felt damn tired ..
I give up no matter how hard is it .. If you can that mean I can too !
I knew that I'm cheap to you .. I'm not worth a single cent to you .
Because of it , I will try my best to get over you ..
I wants my future brighter than urs .. I wanna be happy than you !
I don't wanna be such a loser ..

I can forgive whatever you did to me start from this second !
But I wont forget each single thing u did to me .