# 12

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Kinda tired today ... Arghhhx .

Around 1:30 p.m today , Anna's parent come along my house and pick me up .

Where we going ? HAHA We going to Segi College @ Subang Jaya .

I followed her family cause I wanted to get some details for my ownself too =)

I have to futher my study cause my mom don't want me to be a loser .

She wants me to get a better job and a better life . Sighhhh . I'm so stress .

We reached Segi's around 2 something . =) An hour journey ~

Great . Anna asked more information about the course she wanted to study .

Diploma In Childhood Education *

Lazy to write the conversation between Dear Anna and the counselor =)

BLA BLA BLA BLA BLAH ~~~~ and finally ~~~

She get futher information about that course and she comfirm that she wanted to take this course =) She had paid the register fees .

Her mom wants her to start this month Intake , it's 16th of April =)

HAHAHA kinda too rush but it's good to her . No need to waste time .

She have to take 2 years in diploma and jump to degree =)

If she wanna take degree , she can choose to take it here in Malaysia or Overseas . =)

I knew she wanted to take degree cause can study at Overseas .

She very interested and love kid so much =) Just why she choose this course .

How about me ?

I have to take certificate course first because I'm not qualified for any diploma course .

I lacks of credit LOL No choice , blame myself for not study hard last year .

Kinda regret ... But I not going to retake my spm . It's wasting my time .

I rather take a certificate course lol . I interested with diploma in HR course .

I have to take Certificate in business to get futher there .

Have to think properly about it . Sigh .

After we done about college stuff =) we leave Subang and went to PJ .

Frankly speaking , Subang road traffic light Jam was sucks .

After that , her parents bring us to Pj and had our lunch there .

We went to a famous chicken rice shop . WOW. their food was so damn delicious =)

Din take any pictures because we were busy eating =)

After we finish eating , we went back home .. I stay at her house till late night .

We went to Pasar Malam and bought some food to her house and EAT EAT EAT .

Dad and mom come and fetch me back around 9 something in the night time =)

That's all about today =) Night guys , sweet dreams .

Your sincerely ,

Darling Aisya .

# 11

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Outside were drizzling rain right now ...
I'm so sad and lonely .. keep thinking about him .
Why ? Why when you called me and I heard your voice ..
I feel damn happy ? But when I knew you were sick , I worried ?
But I just cant do nothing ? Sigh .. I'm confused .
I Love You . Why I trusted you before ???
As I have many ex before , I don't trust them .
Just why me and my ex relationship never lasting long .
I wanna be forever with you and I still trust that will happen .
But why ? Why you never be like a gentlemen ???
I cried again today few hours ago because of you .
Around 8:33 p.m yesterday .
I called you cause I know you were free on that time .
I'm happy when I heard your voice . I'm happy that can chat with you ~
I tell you what I wanna tell u .. But what you answer me ?
"Ya lar ya lar ya lar ...?" Is this is the only thing you can answer me?
No other word ?? If you don't want to hear my story just say it .
YOU DON'T WANNA KNOW ABOUT IT ! That's it .
I admit I'm too emotional .. I'm the type of girl who easy get hurt .
I'm just TOO OVER mind about what u said .
Remember what ? While we was testing few days ago ?
I said I want you to buy me food everyday ?
You replied me : you need time .
I said : when ? until we married ?
You replied me : I dunno @.@ wont d la .
I delete those message but the content is almost same .
You promised me we will forever .
You promised me you will marry me .
But just a small little question , can knew u broke my promise again .
Few days later until yesterday . I get my brave and ask you about it .
What you answer me ? I don't know . HAHA .
Great ! I knew I was too childish . But that was my dream .
Since 2 years ago , I wants a couple ring .
Until now ? I still hoping for it .
But from now onwards , I wont hoping for it anymore .
You came my house and find me yesterday but I'm not at home .
I was in Sg Wang . I happy u come along . and I'm sad too .
I'm sad I cant see you , I'm sad you cant see me .
I'm sad you waited for me outside alone and you is still sick !
But it's all useless . You wrote a note for me . I will keep it .
Because that is a note that you wrote for me .
You said you love me , but if you did . You wont threat me like this .

I'm feel better after release all my tension here .
Everything will be alright after cry .
Hoping to get a happier life .

Your sincerely ,

Darling Aisya .

The time now is 2:43a.m .