# 12

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Kinda tired today ... Arghhhx .

Around 1:30 p.m today , Anna's parent come along my house and pick me up .

Where we going ? HAHA We going to Segi College @ Subang Jaya .

I followed her family cause I wanted to get some details for my ownself too =)

I have to futher my study cause my mom don't want me to be a loser .

She wants me to get a better job and a better life . Sighhhh . I'm so stress .

We reached Segi's around 2 something . =) An hour journey ~

Great . Anna asked more information about the course she wanted to study .

Diploma In Childhood Education *

Lazy to write the conversation between Dear Anna and the counselor =)

BLA BLA BLA BLA BLAH ~~~~ and finally ~~~

She get futher information about that course and she comfirm that she wanted to take this course =) She had paid the register fees .

Her mom wants her to start this month Intake , it's 16th of April =)

HAHAHA kinda too rush but it's good to her . No need to waste time .

She have to take 2 years in diploma and jump to degree =)

If she wanna take degree , she can choose to take it here in Malaysia or Overseas . =)

I knew she wanted to take degree cause can study at Overseas .

She very interested and love kid so much =) Just why she choose this course .

How about me ?

I have to take certificate course first because I'm not qualified for any diploma course .

I lacks of credit LOL No choice , blame myself for not study hard last year .

Kinda regret ... But I not going to retake my spm . It's wasting my time .

I rather take a certificate course lol . I interested with diploma in HR course .

I have to take Certificate in business to get futher there .

Have to think properly about it . Sigh .

After we done about college stuff =) we leave Subang and went to PJ .

Frankly speaking , Subang road traffic light Jam was sucks .

After that , her parents bring us to Pj and had our lunch there .

We went to a famous chicken rice shop . WOW. their food was so damn delicious =)

Din take any pictures because we were busy eating =)

After we finish eating , we went back home .. I stay at her house till late night .

We went to Pasar Malam and bought some food to her house and EAT EAT EAT .

Dad and mom come and fetch me back around 9 something in the night time =)

That's all about today =) Night guys , sweet dreams .

Your sincerely ,

Darling Aisya .

# 11

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Outside were drizzling rain right now ...
I'm so sad and lonely .. keep thinking about him .
Why ? Why when you called me and I heard your voice ..
I feel damn happy ? But when I knew you were sick , I worried ?
But I just cant do nothing ? Sigh .. I'm confused .
I Love You . Why I trusted you before ???
As I have many ex before , I don't trust them .
Just why me and my ex relationship never lasting long .
I wanna be forever with you and I still trust that will happen .
But why ? Why you never be like a gentlemen ???
I cried again today few hours ago because of you .
Around 8:33 p.m yesterday .
I called you cause I know you were free on that time .
I'm happy when I heard your voice . I'm happy that can chat with you ~
I tell you what I wanna tell u .. But what you answer me ?
"Ya lar ya lar ya lar ...?" Is this is the only thing you can answer me?
No other word ?? If you don't want to hear my story just say it .
YOU DON'T WANNA KNOW ABOUT IT ! That's it .
I admit I'm too emotional .. I'm the type of girl who easy get hurt .
I'm just TOO OVER mind about what u said .
Remember what ? While we was testing few days ago ?
I said I want you to buy me food everyday ?
You replied me : you need time .
I said : when ? until we married ?
You replied me : I dunno @.@ wont d la .
I delete those message but the content is almost same .
You promised me we will forever .
You promised me you will marry me .
But just a small little question , can knew u broke my promise again .
Few days later until yesterday . I get my brave and ask you about it .
What you answer me ? I don't know . HAHA .
Great ! I knew I was too childish . But that was my dream .
Since 2 years ago , I wants a couple ring .
Until now ? I still hoping for it .
But from now onwards , I wont hoping for it anymore .
You came my house and find me yesterday but I'm not at home .
I was in Sg Wang . I happy u come along . and I'm sad too .
I'm sad I cant see you , I'm sad you cant see me .
I'm sad you waited for me outside alone and you is still sick !
But it's all useless . You wrote a note for me . I will keep it .
Because that is a note that you wrote for me .
You said you love me , but if you did . You wont threat me like this .

I'm feel better after release all my tension here .
Everything will be alright after cry .
Hoping to get a happier life .

Your sincerely ,

Darling Aisya .

The time now is 2:43a.m .

# 10

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This morning Anna called me so suddenly .
I guess it's around 11 a.m in the morning .
She said she coming and fetch me now to her house .
We are going to Sg Wang with Qiqi , Eva and her partner !!!! =)
So that I woke up and quickly brush my teeth and wash my face .
I choose and changed my outfits within few minutes . WOW .
I packed my laptop and every important stuff included my bag .
Around 10 to 20 minutes later , she arrived . =)
I put in all my stuff in her car ! She get her P license yesterday !
Congrats Dear .. =)
Qiqi reached Anna house around 12 p.m in the noon .
We make up , wait Anna dress up herself .. This took us 1 hour time LOL
We depart around 1 p.m to Sg Wang !!!!! <3
This is Anna first time drives to Sg Wang !!!! =)

Before we leave her house , we took kinda lots of pictures .
Let's have a look on it .
If you don't like it , just ignored it and leave =)

Me and Dear Anna

I look so EMO in this picture LOL .

Dear QiQi and Me .

My Silly look .

QiQi at behind says :
OH I'm so hot !!!! Ishhhhh . =D

Dear QiQi and Me .

Dear Anna and me =)

Me and Qi .

When we are on the road ....

We keep listening to the Cd's which Anna burn yesterday .
She burn 3 different language Cd's such as English , Korean , Chinese song ~
QiQi loves to sit in front seat =) So ? I sit behind lurh =)
I never go Pulao Pangkor before but they did .
Anna just went there few weeks ago . QiQi is on last week .
They keep chatting about it the whole journey to Sg Wang .
I just sitting behind keep on singing ~~~~ and dreaming =D

Half and hour later ...
We reached Sg Wang . Anna park her car at Sg Wang Car park =)
We walked in to MC Donald at Sg wang once we entered Sg Wang .
Anna and me din even have our breakfast yet , hungry ~
I ate MC Donald lunch value - Fish Fillet O 1 set .
QiQi ate Lunch value nugget 1 set .
Anna ate Porridge . But wth ? That porridge so damn sucks .
It's was so salty . Even though I asked that fella over there add some hot water .
It still salty !!!! They put too much of salt on it already ~
Eva and her bf come and meet her over there also .

After that , we started to Shopping =D
I just accompany all of them only cause I din bring enough cash to shops =)
I just walk around give them some opinion , that's it =D
Few hours later ...
Know what they get ? few bags of dress , shoes , short .... and much more ..
LOL They really do shops a lot ! All of them =) except me ..
Sigh ... No choice ... Sob ..

Took few photos at Sg Wang Toilet before we leave .


After they finish they shopping , Anna fetch all of us back =D
Reached home around 8p.m .
Really do enjoy this journey with them <3
Thanks all my dear friends .

Your sincerely ,

Darling Aisya .

The time now 1.34 a.m .

# 9

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To all my readers .

Sorry guys .
I keep delayed my time to update my blog .
Now now it too much for me to update ..
So I decided not to update the PAST anymore .
Post since the date 06/02/2010 To 30/03/2010 .
WONT BE UPDATE ANYMORE .
I will keep catch my brand new life started today .
I will update my following post ~ =)
That's all I wanna say . Thanks for reading my blog .
I just want to be HAPPY . Please prays for me =)
Bye guys ^^

Your sincerely ,

Darling Aisya .

# 8

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You know what ? WHY I WAS SO SAD ?
I really felt so damn sad .
I'm totally heart-broken .
I keep on inviting friend and relative have a date with me .
I need someone to accompany me .
I need a shoulder for me to cry ...
Well ... Finally today my cousin bro OFF .
We meet up each other at Midvalley around 11 a.m .
Dad send me there and drop me there .
Went to Starbucks with my dear cousin bro .
He threat me <3 happy .
After high tea with him , walk around accompany him went to Gardens .
He wanna bought some stuff ^^
Lucky he get the things he wants .
Around 3 p.m went to sushi king , he accompany me eat .
After that , he bring me to Chillis .
WOW , The Chilli Potion really BIG ..
I'm so full after ate there ...
I chat with my cousin bro about my ex .. I drop my tears in front of him ...
I cant control my feeling .. I cried in front of everybody at there ..
So shame .. But .. no choice , I really sad ...
Stop mentioning sad stuff ... Anyway .
After food session dad come and pick me back .
I reached home around 6 p.m . enjoyable day today .
Thanks my dear cousin bro for accompany me .
While I was deeply sad .

Pictures I took while I at starbucks .



Midvalley Hall .

Sushi King .


The Chilli .



The end .

# 7

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Well , bored at home today .
Nothing to do . =(
Not working , not studying . My life is so damn sucks .
I am going to stuck in the house till Spm result release .
My day is almost same as 2 days ago . SAD SAD SAD .
When am I could escape from the world of SAD ?
Love can be so simple , it can be so complicated too .
I just don't know why peoples doesn't appreciate the one who love them .
Okays , stop mentioning the PAST here =)

Played Facebook today . Saw few photos that Bro's friends took yesterday .
Those photos was tagged by Yati , Emma and Aiman .
I love those photos very much =) Their skill was so great !!!!
Let's have a look on it .

I GRAB IT ALL FROM MY FACEBOOK . wahahaha xD

I set this photo as my Facebook profiles picture =)

Have a rest on a staircase . LOL
I doesn't know what actually I'm doing ?
Digging dirt out from my nails while laughing ?
Such a silly action I did . =(

This guy named Aiman .
He's my Bro's friend .
He's the one who driving Exzora =)
Not only this , I love his DSLR camera cost 3k+++ .
Waiting for the rest of the photos you took for me and bro . ^^

This girl named Yati . =)
She was so silence on that day .
But my bro says she was so talkative . BUAHAHA .
By the way , Thanks for accompany me while I'm sad .


The girl beside me named Emma .
She was so nice . =)
Look my bro beside me was so HOT and sweating .
Pity him so much ^^

This photo took by Aiman .
Not perfect enough cause he was not there .
He busying taking photo for us and he's not in the photo .
It's was so wasted . =(

My bro and I .
Asri and Aisya .

Emma edited it I guess ^^
My mom loves this photo so much .

Back to the topic .
Dad and mom went to company annual dinner tonight .
Only bro stay home with me . Kinda lonely .
I just hide in the room crying , thinking about the past .
So sad letting go 2 years relationship . It's not easy .

Dad packs 2 set of KFC dinner meal for us .
Ask us to have out dinner ourself .
He leave the house with mom around 7 pm .
And back home late night around 11 pm .
THEY WON A LUCKY DRAW FOR EACH .
Well , dad won back RM 50 voucher . and mom ?
She won back a badminton racket cost RM 100+++ . =)
Lucky this year ? last year my mom not satisfied with what she won .

Me and Bro dinner .

That's all for today .
Don't sad anymore Aisya !
By the way .
Congrats dad and mom ! <3

# 6

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Early in the morning around 7 am .
He sms me . I wonder why . He should be in school today .
But guess what ? He skipped the school lesson .
I ask him are you coming to see me . He rejected me .
HAHAHA How foolish am I still waiting him to see me .
He rather go for basketball with his friends .
Well. I decided to wait him at home in the beginning .
But last , I decided to follow my bro to ZOO NEGARA .
It's was couples year ago when I was there. when i was 3 / 4 years old .
Dad send both of us to his college in the morning at 8 am .
We stuck in the traffic jam for a long time , we're pissed .
But we still pay some patient . in case avoid car accidents happen .
Reached bro college around 9 am , all of his friends waited him there .
Then , all of us included me 6 person sit Aiman's car . Black Exzora . =)
Wow . I'm alone sit behind . feel so sleepy . and comfortable .
All of us headed to Zoo Negara later on .
Attendance : Me , My bro , Nikki , Aiman , Emma and Yati .
All of them went there because of Assignment ?
How about I ? I just wanna be happy . I don't care used up how much cash .

Reached Zoo Negara around 10 am .
Bought ticket and went in . Per person RM 25 .
Went in and keep took photos .
I Love photos took by Aiman .
Lots of me and my bro photos in his camera .
Will upload the photos he took soon when i took it .
The photos below I upload is the photos took by my bro .
Let's have a look on it . he just learn about it .
His skill still haven steady . the photos not well enough . =)

Love this picture the most ,
Click it to enlarge . =)

A butterfly in on my shoulder . =)
Feel so shy when everyone took their camera to took it .
But I afraid . My face expression sucks . =((

Sweet ~ =)

I was so tired finding elephant .
Sit anywhere and rest a while .
Look my whole body were sweating .
Yucks !!!
Feel so ichy biten by mosquito . Hate it !

He's Aiman ^^
He's going to get married soon . on march ..
His future wife ? Beautiful !!!
God Bless You Aiman .

That's all ..
Wanna complain . LOL
Food inside zoo negera was so expensive !!!!
1 bottle of mineral water ? - RM 3 .
1 Maggie cup ? - RM 4 .
1 cup corn ? - RM 3 .
Great . I ate 1 maggie cup , 2 bottles mineral water and 1 corn cup .
Calculate how much i used .

Well , lots of photos in Emma , Nikki , Aiman , Yati camera .
Hope to get it soon ^^

We leave the Zoo Negara around 2:30 p.m .
All of us was so hungry . Aiman drove all of us to MC Donald .
We ate our lunch over there .
I Ate Lunch Value burger and large porrigde =D

Well , lots of pictures took at MC Donald .
But not at my bro camera either me .
All is in Aiman camera .
Will upload when I get it ^^

After we have our lunch , Aiman send all of us back to college .
I and my bro sit Nikki car . Emma and Yati sit their car back ^^
Nikki car was so awesome . she drive damn fast .. =(
I sit in front and the air cond was so damn cold .
Heavy rain while on our way back ....
Nikki drops us at The Mines and we wait for daddy ^^
Walk around took some photos ^^
Let's see .

After that , accompany bro went to X- cut to cut his hair .
I threat him / pay for him . cause his hair look sucks .
After the hair cut , he look better then before .

While he's cutting his hair , I sms Joe Key asking where is him .
LOL he replied he photostat something ..
So after the hair cut session , went to his shop .
Find him chit- chatting ^^ happy chat with him .
Ignored my bro LOL ! after chat for a short moment .
Went sushi king , pack up some sushi back and .
Bro went to The Chicken Rice Shop pack foods for mom .
Din took chicken rice photo . SOB .


That's all for today post .
I guess tomorrow not going nowhere .
I felt so dissapointed keep listening to the word
DON'T AND WON'T LOVE .
Heart-broken . 2 years ? I cant let go .
Suffering like hell .